1. Inner Light Meditation
Based on the January Mamsani
Sadhana Practice In English
Begin by looking out into the exterior world through the physical eyes, which are slightly open, and at the same time looking back into the head as if one had pupils on the back of the eyeballs.
Next visualize a tree. See the image of the tree and the light that lights it up. Repeat this with different trees for a few minutes.
Move on to the next portion of the meditation by the command niimf» balikana meaning to focus on the light and hold it without any images appearing. It is the moon-like glow that remains where the mental pictures used to be. If the mind wanders and starts to create images, quickly dismiss them and bring it back to the imageless light.
Sadhana Practice In Shum
tyemmuif
sikamchacha
uu»
nimrehnimlíng
niimf»
balikana
Quote from Gurudeva
You are a divine being of light, and this you will truly realize by becoming aware of this light within you. Adjust yourself to the realization that you are a divine being, a self-effulgent, radiant being of light.
Supplementary Reading
Twelve Shum Meditations: Shum-Tyeif Mamsani for the Month of January




Our first mamsani tells us to not only meditate upon it during vigil after our worship and before sleep but all through the day. Yes! We must constantly be looking within ourselves all month during our waking hours. Throughout each day, try to see the light within the mind. Have you ever stopped to think that the light that lights up your thoughts, even when you are in a darkened room, is the light of the mind? That is true. Try taking the image out of the mind and you will see that only light is left. Just before you go to sleep each night, while you are thinking and visualizing the happenings of the just-completed day, the images that you are seeing are set apart, distinguished by light, shadows and color. This is the light of the mind that you are seeing. But this light is taken for granted. We do not often think about it. We are too involved in the pictures that we are making. The practice to be mastered this month is to consciously remove the pictures and only see balikana, the light of the mind. Even in our dreams, there is light which lights up the colors of the scenes that pass before us. Truly, each and every one of us is a divine being of light. Yes! You are a divine being of light, and this you will truly realize by becoming aware of this light within you. Adjust yourself to the realization that you are a divine being, a self-effulgent, radiant being of light.
tyemmuif

1) Looking within with eyes slightly open; 2) looking out into the exterior world through the physical eyes, which are slightly open, and at the same time looking back into the head as if one had pupils on the back of the eyeballs; 3) tyemmuif may be practiced many times during the day; 4) this is the practice and the state of being of protecting the inner life by remaining two-thirds within inner consciousness and one-third in external consciousness, in communication with the third dimension or conscious-mind world; 5) tyemmuif brings a shumif perspective, as well as kamsatyemnî; 6) while in tyemmuif, looking within, the meditator will see many things—from balikana (a clear whitish field of soft light) to pleasing and not-so-pleasing pictures; 7) people are often seen in a state of tyemmuif while thinking deeply, working out a problem or intuiting an idea or plan; 8) when one becomes sleepy in meditation, it is wise to go into tyemmuif by opening the eyes slightly.
niimf»

1) Awareness flowing through the mind, being singularly aware of one area and then another; 2) niimf» constantly changes its name to the name of the area it becomes conscious in while traveling, and is only called niimf» when it is the thread of consciousness traveling or in between one of the names of awareness and another; for instance, niimf» when traveling through balikana is then called balikana, and when traveling through the experience of narehrehshum it is named that; 3) niimf» can travel from the seventh to the fourth dimension; its home is in the fifth and fourth dimensions but it usually resides in the fourth looking at the third, in contrast to iif, which is the observation of awareness flowing only through the higher areas of mind; 4) awareness as psychic sight and hearing; 5) awareness traveling, while seeing with the inner eye and hearing with the inner ear, into and out of areas of the mind; 6) represented in mamsani maa and mambashum maa by a flowing line between portraits; 7) pronounced niimf», often pronounced and written simply as nimf; 8) one of the many forms of awareness delineated in Shum.
balikana

1) Seeing light by looking out upon and through the fourth dimension of the mind; 2) visualize a tree, then remove the tree; the light that remains is balikana; 3) it is the moon-like glow that remains where the mental pictures used to be; 4) this light is the light of the mind, and is generally not taken for inner light as such, but accepted as a natural function of the mind; 5) this light does not come from the fifth dimension, but is a different kind of light; it is the light of the conscious mind that lights the thoughts; 6) even if one has not yet had his first fifth-dimensional inner light (iftye) experience, balikana can be isolated and enjoyed.
milinaka

Balikana sustained over a long period of time; 2) when balikana is seen as a natural state all through the day, the natye is in a state of milinaka.
Additional Vocabulary
In addition to the words in the mamsani, we will utilize the following Shum words in our meditation. Their definitions are:
sikamchacha

1) Visualization, an image or picture within the mind; 2) the visual image of the tree itself is sikamchacha; the light is nimrehnimling; 3) see another tree, or move awareness to another tree, and that tree will appear to be different as it had always been growing there; 4) the practice of sikamchacha uu» nimrehnimling gives the power to eventually read, in the past or future, mind patterns, by following the sequences that naturally unfold.
uu

1) Connect together, join or bind; 2) in this area of the mind things or concepts are connected, joined or bound together; 3) the focus of individual awareness is simultaneously upon two or more areas of the mind at the same time.
nimrehnimling

1) Observing the light and darkness of the lower mind; 2) this portrait names a practice, not an experience; inner light or darkness surrounding light or light out of darkness; 3) the light that shines through the darkness; 4) the light and shadows; 5) this is not the shadowless light of the fourth dimension; 6) when one makes a visual image, sikamchacha, the image is lighted, illuminated with the light this picture names; 7) this light can be seen each time one reminisces the past or plans for the future, or thinks something over; 8) visualize a tree: the light surrounding and shining through the tree is nimrehnimling.
Additional Resources
Merging with Śiva, Chapter Eight: The Clear White Light
2. Eternal Now Meditation
Based on the February Mamsani
Sadhana Practice in English
Begin by observing your thoughts and feelings for a few minutes. This is the third dimension of the mind.
Move on to the next portion of the meditation by the command niimf» símvumkami meaning to internalize our awareness so that is is experiencing the fourth dimension. This dimension relates to the fourth kamshumalínga rehmtyenali. Therefore, to experience the portraits within this dimension, look into the inner mind from the chest area.
Find the state of consciousness that is intensely aware in the present moment, having let go of concerns and thoughts about the past and future.
Sadhana Practice in Shum
rehunishum
kalibasa
niimf»
simvumkami
bisi»
Quote from Gurudeva
Do you know that the ability to live right now, in the instant, is a spiritual power, reflecting the awakening of the soul and requiring a subconscious control of the mind? Your soul is never bothered with the things that disturb the rest of the mind! The mind lives in the past, and the mind tries to live in the future. But when you quiet your mind, you live in the present. You are living within your soul, or the higher state of your mind which is undisturbed by the things of time.
Supplementary Reading
Twelve Shum Meditations, Shum-Tyeif Mamsani for the Month of February




Shum, kanif, uu», makyf»—these four concepts comprise this important mamsani. The meditation this month should make us feel content and complete within ourselves, open and alive, basking in the knowledge that we have an inner language that names our dearest, closest feelings and thoughts and interrelated concepts, which no other language on the Earth can adequately convey. This is why kanif is sometimes known as a religion by those who have no religion until they convert to or adopt Saivism for an even greater fulfillment, balancing out the makyf» perspective of the inner path of enlightenment.
Inner areas of the mind seem to be frail to external consciousness when they cannot be named or identified. Just suppose we had no word for the emotion we have named by the word fear. We could not convey what we were feeling, nor release ourselves from that feeling by speaking with others about it. It would be difficult for someone to console us if we had no word to identify the emotion called fear. And so it is with all other words in our vocabulary. They are but tools, in the many different languages, which identify states of mind, emotion and physical objects. Our meditation— Shum, kanif, uu», makyf» —tells us that now we have a path to follow, which no words on Earth can describe, except those given by Lord Siva to help us on the path to His holy feet.
shûmtyêîf

1) Name of Shum-Tyef language; 2) a Natha mystical language of meditation revealed in Switzerland in 1968 by Śivaya Subramuniyaswami; 3) it is often known simply as Shum and may be signified by the character y with a dot above it, as in the mamsani mural for this month.
kanîf

1) The religious lifestyle found within the structure and the vocabulary of the Shum language; 2) the perspective of a religious, contemplative way of life that brings a feeling of being at the center of the universe; 3) essentially, kanif names a religious feeling or need; 4) the area of the mind where this need is fulfilled; 5) the way of conducting one’s life, or the way of directing life’s activities, in homes and in the shrine, so that shumif is a constant experience for the devotee; 6) the governing laws of being in constant remembrance of the path to the holy feet of Lord Śiva; 7) the learning of the Shum language has a molding effect upon the nature of the devotee, bringing him into his religious life; 8) the language that is a religious experience; by learning Shum, the learning of the Śaivite religion is an indelible experience.
uu

1) Connect together, join or bind; 2) in this area of the mind things or concepts are connected, joined or bound together; 3) the focus of individual awareness is simultaneously upon two or more areas of the mind at the same time.
makyf

1)The philosophy of the inner path of enlightenment found within the vocabulary and structure of the Shum language; 2) Shum and Tyeif delineate the inner path to the absolute reality, Paraśiva; 3) the collage makyf» opens the area of the mind that makes the Shum language easy to learn by drawing forth insights from the superconscious.
Additional Vocabulary
In addition to the words in the mamsani, we will utilize the following Shum words in our meditation. Their definitions are:
rehunishum 0.14.06.18

1) Dimension, third; subconscious mind; 2) the interrelated magnetic forces that exist between people and between people and their things; 3) the world of thoughts and feelings, of emotions and intellectual theory; 4) this dimension relates to the first three kamshumalinga—akaiilisimbi, rehnamtyvum, and bivumbika.
simvumkami

1) Dimension, fourth; subsuperconscious mind; 2) awareness cognizing the interrelated forces of the fifth, fourth and third dimensions; 3) from this detachment we gain the ability to dissolve confusions, conflicts and the various and varied entanglements that are encountered daily; 4) the realm of artistic creativity; 5) here is the resting place where we look in and up and out and down; 6) consciousness should never go lower but when soaring higher returns to the resting place within the fourth dimension; 7) this dimension relates to the kamshumalinga rehmtyenali; 8) to experience the portraits within this dimension, look at the world from the chest area.
bisi»

1) Eternity of the moment felt in the middle of three days in the past and three in the future; 2) bisi» means “I am aware of the unreality of time and the eternity of the moment;” 3) have you noticed that any concern you might carry always bears upon the past or the future? 4) to dissolve any concern, therefore, all one has to do is guide awareness to the present; 5) living in the moment in the center of three days in the past and three days in the future is the spirit of bisi».
Additional Resources
Merging with Śiva, Chapter 17: The Eternal Now
3. State of Being Meditation
Based on the March Mamsani
Sadhana Practice in English
Identify and investigate yula»: Feel the vibration of the physical body, your muscles, the bones, the circulation. This is your physical being.
Identify and investigate yulam°: feel the vibration of your emotional and intellectual natures, what you are feeling and thinking at this moment.
Identify and investigate yulaf»: become aware of the spiritual or actinodic energy in the center of your spine. Feel this vibration ooze out through the physical body.
Next feel the three vibrations of yulaf», yulam°, and yula» simultaneously.
Sadhana Practice in Shum
mimm°
yula»
mimm°
yulam°
mimm°
yulaf»
mimm°
yula» uu» yulam° uu» yulaf»
Quote from Gurudeva
It is important in securing your unfoldment where it is that you really are very much aware of the difference in vibration between yulam° and yulaf». For one is often taken for the other. Very often yulam° is emotionally taken to be yulaf», especially when much bhakti yoga and chanting is done by unfolded people. This accounts for religious fervor and emotionalism.
Supplementary Reading
Twelve Shum Meditations Shum-Tyeif Mamsani for the Month of March




La, lam, laf, lamf are four vibratory rates of energies which can be perceived singularly or in any combination. For example, one can feel the vibration of someone’s physical body and emotional body, be they healthy or unhealthy, both at the same time. When an individual has matured inwardly and realized God Śiva, the most refined śakti, called lamf, can also be felt.
This most important mamsani tells our story, the story of our states of being. When we meditate upon it, we are seeing our superconscious existence, which will eventually come fully into existence after we have attained im» kaîf».
We experience some days when divine energies flow through our bodies, when Śiva’s cosmic energy sparks our mind. Now we have a name for this state of being, this energy: laf. Laf describes our state of mind when Lord Śiva’s superconscious, creative knowledge enriches our vision and the vision of others, improving the quality of life for all. When we experience our subconscious, emotional feelings—good, bad, mixed—we now have a name to call it: lam. And when we are only aware of the external world and our physical body we have a name for that too: la.
This mamsani shows the path in a different way than the one we will study in October, “makyf», kaif», ii» kaif», im» kaif».” On the last two days of each week this month, put these two mamsani side by side and meditate on them together. You will experience how they tie into each other. You will see how the lamf path ties into the kaif», im» kaif» path. In doing this, you will be taking your first step in creating your own mamsani. Shum is a full and fluid language. You can create your own mamsani.
yulamf

1) Being and life in the sixth and seventh dimensions; superconscious existence; 2) the vibration, energies, emanating from the actinic causal body (anandamaya kosa) of a realized soul as a result of many repeated im» kaif» experiences; 3) awareness of the physical, astral, and soul bodies and the quantums that have constructed them; 4) the ability to understand the nature of quantum particles; 5) pronounced yulamf and often written simply as lamf, especially in the mamsani.
yulaf

1) Being and life in the fourth and fifth dimensions; subsuperconscious existence; 2) the vibration of the soul as experienced through the actinodic causal sheath (vijñanamaya kośa), in the fourth and fifth dimensions; 3) the ability to understand the difference between the physical, astral and soul bodies; 4) pronounced yulaf and often written simply as laf, especially in the mamsani.
yulam

1) Being and life in the second and third dimensions; conscious-subconscious, intellectual-emotional existence; 2) the vibration, energies, emanating from the instinctive-intellectual, astral sheath (the odic-causal/odic-astral sheath); 3) pronounced yulam and often written simply as lam, especially in the mamsani.
yula

1) Being and life in the first and second dimensions; conscious-mind, physical existence; 2) the vibration, energies, emanating from the physical or odic body; 3) pronounced yula and often written simply as la, especially in the mamsani ma.
Additional Vocabulary
In addition to the words in the mamsani, we will utilize the following Shuûm word in our meditation. Its definition is:
mimm

1) Search, look for, investigate; 2) innersearching, going within; going in and in; 3) this area of the mind is often used, as the desire to investigate is the cause of movement; 4) individual awareness is ever flowing through all areas of the mind within all available dimensions.
4. Shum Image Visualization Meditation
Based on the April Mamsani
Sadhana Practice in English
visualize these characters, sounds and colors:

Quote from Gurudeva
Visualization of inner things is the same as opening an inner door for awareness to flow through to gain the experience that is already there.
Supplementary Reading
Twelve Shum Meditations
Shum-Tyeif Mamsani for the Month of April



Kanif names the contemplative lifestyle found within the structure and vocabulary of the Shum language. The inner meaning of this fifth-dimensional portrait is a state of being silent on the inside, so absolutely still that all life goes on around you while you remain centered. You are in the state of kanif when you feel your inner energies as being at the center of the universe—still, blissful, quiet. Kanif also indicates that by learning the Shum language through the study of the Shum-Tyeif tyeshum the learning of the Śaivite religion is an indelible experience.
This fourth mamsani explains how one undertakes the formal study of the Shum-Tyeif language. We begin by creating our own tyeshum. A tyeshum is a handwritten book of all that we have and are learning in the Shum-Tyeif lexicon. It is a loose-leaf collection of lessons and exercises called challenges or ukanuhshum. The tyeshum is neatly wrapped in a cloth in a prescribed manner. Your tyeshum is actually called Shum-Tyeif tyeshum, as it is your very own lexicon and the name of a study hall or room. As you explore the Shum-Tyeif language of meditation, you will want to record your own meditations as well as make lists of all the words and sentences that you will be learning. The study begins with the alphabet. There are 108 images in the Shum alphabet. The first challenge, or ukanuhshum, is learning to chant and write the first eighteen images.
kanif 7.43

1) The religious lifestyle found within the structure and the vocabulary of the Shum language; 2) the perspective of a religious, contemplative way of life that brings a feeling of being at the center of the universe; 3) essentially, kanif names a religious feeling or need; 4) the area of the mind where this need is fulfilled; 5) the way of conducting one’s life, or the way of directing life’s activities, in homes and in the shrine, so that shumif is a constant experience for the devotee; 6) the governing laws of being in constant remembrance of the path to the holy feet of Lord Śiva; 7) the learning of the Shum language has a molding effect upon the nature of the devotee, bringing him into his religious life; 8) the language that is a religious experience; by learning Shum, the learning of the Śaivite religion is an indelible experience.
shûmtyêîf 8.11.41

1) Name of Shum-Tyeif language; 2) a Natha mystical language of meditation revealed in Switzerland in 1968 by Śivaya Subramuniyaswami; 3) it is often known simply as Shum and may be signified by the character ψ with the dot above it.
tyeshum 1.18

1) A lexicon or book of the Shum-Tyeif language; 2) a hall or room for Shum study and meditation; 3) a student’s handwritten book of all that he has learned and is learning in the Shum-Tyeif lexicon; 4) properly called Shum-Tyeif tyeshum.
Explanation
Gurudeva outlines in detail in the Shum word imfmimf exactly how the first ukanuhshum of learning the eighteen basic images is to be approached. Initially the subject learns to chant and write these eighteen images of the Shum alphabet. Once somewhat mastered, the subject learns the colors connected to the images. The third step is through visualization each image is seen along with its color with eyes closed. Lastly while breathing nine counts in and nine counts out use the eighteen images to mark the counts while vitalizing the color and the shape of the image.
Our meditation this month will focus on the third step. To do so, we will utilize the Shum word bimumliyu. Its definition is:
bimumliyu 3.34.05.84

1) Holding a thought picture firmly in visualization.
We will go through each of the eighteen images visualizing the color. Those of you who know the Shum script can in addition to the color also visualize the script of each image. If you have forgotten the color of the image, it is acceptable to open your eyes and look it up on the list of colors.
The colors are: i, bright yellow; ∆, soft pink; ing, soft blue; ling, bright turquoise; li, bright violet; ni, rich yellow; ka, rich turquoise; sim, bright pink; vum, rich purple; reh, bright orange; tye, rich orange; a, rich blue; bi, bright blue; u, soft ivory; na, soft green; si, bright red; di, bright green; shum, soft lavender.
Gurudeva mentions in the lexicon in a number of places that this type of color sadhana is to strengthen the power of attention, concentration and visualization, and that visualization is a vital faculty in the process of creation.
Additional Resources
Merging with Śiva, Lesson 62: The Diamond of Light
5. Simshumbisi» Kaif» Meditation
Based on the May Mamsani
Sadhana Practice in English
Begin by feeling the actinic energy within the spine. Visualize a clear tube within the center of your spine being filled with yellow light coming from the top of your head. See the pure life force, yellow in color, flowing through the spine and out into the nerve system.
After a few minutes of meditation on the actinic energy within the spine, direct your thoughts to refocus on this task by the command kamnakamnam simshumbisi».
After a few more minutes move on to the next portion of the meditation by the command niimf» kaif», meaning to move your awareness into the state where awareness is only aware of itself.
After a few minutes of meditation on pure awareness aware only of itself, direct your thoughts to refocus on this task by the command kamnakamnam kaif».
Continuing meditating on kaif» for a few more minutes, then begin the preparation for meditation routine for coming out of meditation.
Sadhana Practice in Shum
simshumbisi»
kamnakamnam
simshumbisi»
niimf»
kaif»
kamnakamnam
kaif»
Quote from Gurudeva
The simshumbisi» is seen as yellow in color. When a mystic is conscious in the entirety of the simshumbisi», his consciousness is that of a Being. In this way it is first and mostly identified.
Supplementary Reading
Twelve Shum Meditations Shum-Tyeif Mamsani for the Month of May



One of our most powerful mamsani is simshumbisi», niimf», kaif». The wavy line represents awareness flowing—niimf». Awareness flowing from one area of the mind to another is called niimf». Here it flows from the fourth dimension, where simshumbisi» is, into the seventh dimension, where awareness is completely aware of itself—kaif». This mamsani you can live with all of the time. Carry it with you on a little card in your pocket all month long. It’s the easiest one, the most vital one, and one of the most powerful. Feel the power within your own spine when you meditate on simshumbisi». The mamsani tells us that until we are aware of being aware in the beautiful bliss of kaif», where awareness does not move, because it is so centered within itself, we must constantly be centered in simshumbisi». Whenever you are not feeling quite up to par, remember this mamsani and move awareness into simshumbisi». Sit, breathe, become aware of simply being aware of these inner energies deep within the spine. These energies come from the central source of it all. Then feel yourself going in and in and in, into the seventh-dimensional area of the mind, kaif», being aware of simply being aware. This state is not beyond your reach. It does take a little bit of quieting down, however; but not a great deal of spiritual unfoldment is needed. It is very easy to attain kaif». Just try. You will see for yourself just how easy it can be. Note: In this mamsani illustration, kaif» is written in stylized, artistic form, not the formal spelling.
kamshumalinga 5.18.12.04.12

simshumbisi» 8.13.16.148

Feeling the actinic energy within the spine; 2) the pure life force, yellow in color, flowing through the spine and out into the nerve system; 3) the area of fourteen strong psychic nerve currents of the subsuperconscious state of mind running along the spinal column; 4) the currents run up the center of the spine; 5) these fourteen currents include the vumtyeudi and karehana currents, termed pingala and ida in Sanskrit; 6) the central nadi within simshumbisi» is called sushumna in Sanskrit; 7) when a yogi lives in this current, his consciousness is that of a being, neither man (aggressive) nor woman (passive).
niimf» 6.46.148

1) Awareness flowing through the mind, being singularly aware of one area and then another; 2) one of the many forms of awareness delineated in Shum; 3) represented in mamsani maa and mambashum maa by a flowing line between portraits; 4) pronounced niimf», often pronounced and written simply as nimf.
kaif» 7.41.148

1) Pure awareness aware only of itself; 2) feel yourself going in and in and in, into the seventh-dimensional area of the mind called kaif», being aware of simply being aware; 3) it only takes a moment to become aware of being aware, but to hold this state for any length of time, preparation has to be made.
Additional Vocabulary
In addition to the three words in the mamsani, we will utilize the Shum word kamnakamnam. Its definition is:
kamnakamnam 5.15.25.35

1) Yoga of gently pulling awareness back to the object of concentration; 2) concentration, focusing awareness, attention; 3) this portrait names the process of handling the flow of thought which has wandered from the subject matter being concentrated upon; 4) perceiving the flowing areas of the fourth dimension of the mind, which governs the third dimension and causes it to flow.
Additional Resources
Merging with Śiva, Chapter 38: Powers of the Spine
6. Liunasi Meditation
Based on the June Mamsani
Sadhana Practice in English
Follow Gurudeva’s advice: “There are thousands of miles of nerve currents in each of us. Don’t try to feel them all at once. Start with the little ones, with the feeling of the hands. Now, feel the life force going through these nerves energizing the body. Try to sense the subtle nerves that extend out and around the body about three or four feet. Tune into the currents of life force as they flow through these nerves. This is a subtle feeling, and most likely awareness will wander into some other area of the mind. When this happens, gently bring it back to your point of concentration, to feeling the nerves within the body and the energy within the nerves.”
In Shum
liunasi
Quote from Gurudeva
Inhaling Prana is not air, of course, yet it is contained in the air in a certain manifestation. Much prana is found in the air among the trees or near the ocean. All of nature and the forces of nature are various manifestations of odic prana that have taken visual shape. Plants feed on the odic prana in the air. You can absorb prana simply by walking through a grove of trees. The air is filled with it. Take a walk today, out into the odic force field of nature and absorb the prana in the air through your breath and through the pores of your skin. You will feel the prana entering into your pranic sheath, or vital health body, and remaining there while you exhale.
Supplementary Reading
Twelve Shum Meditations
Shum-Tyeif Mamsani for the Month of June



Nifmasi liunasi is the sixth mamsani of the year. Nifmasi is a portrait of the sixth dimension, and the meaning has to be experienced to be known. It means that the inner body of the soul is alive and conscious in the physical body and to some degree is taking over the elements of the physical body because you have put the physical body into a certain position. Nifmasi also names this position, this sixth-dimensional position of the body where you can feel the power of the soul, the body of the superconscious that we study about so intently in The Master Course. The nifmasi position is sitting with your right foot on your left thigh—you put that leg up first, and then you put your left foot on the right thigh. Your hands are placed in your lap, the right hand resting on the left, palms up, tips of the thumbs touching softly. The spine is, of course, straight, and the head is balanced at the top of the spine.
Sometimes in the practice of nifmasi, great pain is experienced in the joints, muscles, and ligaments. It is recommended, within the realms of wisdom, to experience some of this pain, because the inner elements are adjusting the outer elements of the body, and you are working out deep subconscious areas that may have been accumulating within you for many, many lives. This is a very important position and should be worked at until you can sit comfortably in nifmasi and feel the power of the soul for a half-hour or an hour or more without moving. So, work diligently with this posture while meditating upon this mamsani.
Sitting in nifmasi makes it easy to come into the next area, which is named by the fourth-dimensional portrait liunasi. Liunasi refers to feeling the nerve currents of the body. There are thousands of miles of nerve currents in each of us. Don’t try to feel them all at once. Start with the little ones, with the feeling of the hands, thumbs touching. Now feel the life force going through these nerves, energizing the body. Try to sense the even more subtle nerves that extend out and around the body about three or four feet. This may take a long time. When you have located some of these nerves, feel the energy within them. Tune into the currents of life force as they flow through these nerves. This is a subtle feeling, and most likely awareness will wander into some other area of the mind. When this happens, gently bring it back to your point of concentration, to feeling the nerves within the body and the energy within the nerves. This mamsani, then, tells us that if we sit in nifmasi, we bring the power of the soul into prominence in the physical body and allow awareness to flow quite naturally into the liunasi area. The flowing line between nifmasi and liunasi means awareness traveling from one area of mind to another, and its name is niimf».
nifmasi 3.29.16

1) The traditional meditation posture in hatha yoga, called lotus or padmasana; 2) first, place the right foot on the left thigh, then place the left foot on the right thigh; 3) the spine is held straight with the head balanced on top; 4) the hands are resting in the lap, palms up and open, right hand on top, with the thumbs gently touching in dhyana mudra; 5) the twenty-fourth and last pose of the special series of hatha yoga postures known as namtyembi.
niimf» 6.46.148

1) Awareness flowing through the mind, being singularly aware of one area and then another; 2) one of the many forms of awareness delineated in Shum; 3) represented in mamsani maa and mambashum maa by a flowing line between portraits; 4) pronounced niimf», often pronounced and written simply as nimf.
liunasi 5.14.15.16

1) Astral; feeling life force flowing through nerves; 2) feeling energy flowing through the network of nerves within your physical body and subtle body; 3) energy flow, psychic nerves, nerve currents; 4) life flowing through the nervous system creates the feeling of liunasi; 5) sitting in lishumnambi ulisim, striving to locate this basic instinctive energy flow within your body and subtle bodies; 6) “In the heart is the atman; here are the hundred and one arteries to each of which belong a hundred other arteries, and to each of these belong 72,000 small branches; in those moves the diffused breath” (Rig Veda, Kaushitaki Upanishad).
Additional Resources
Merging with Śiva, Lesson 257: Overcoming Karma
7. Nikashum Simshumbisi» Meditation
Based on the July Mamsani
Sadhana Practice in English
First focus on your breath—nine counts in, holding one beat, and nine counts out, holding one beat. Once it is regulated and relaxed move to the next step.
Spend a few minutes watching your thoughts, how frequent or infrequent they are, what topics they are centered above. Then observe your emotional nature, what you are feeling and toward whom, if you are reacting over any recent events. Withdraw your energy from these two areas into the actinic energy within the spine. Do this on the out-breath. Visualize a clear tube within the center of your spine being filled with yellow light coming from the top of our head. See the pure life force, yellow in color, flowing through the spine and out into the nerve system.
In Shum
kalibasa
vumtyeudi
karehana
nikashum
simshumbisi»
Quote from Gurudeva
When we begin a religious pilgrimage or retreat into sadhana and we want awareness to dive deep within, we have to withdraw the energy of the vibrating ida and the vibrating pingala current into sushumna. This is quite a chore, because these currents have had energy flowing in them for a number of years. So, to rechannel that energy is to rechannel the entire circumference of awareness into the sushumna current. This takes a lot of practice.
Supplementary Reading
Twelve Shum Meditations
Shum-Tyeif Mamsani for the Month of July




The first portrait in this mamsani is a practice of the inner feel within the fourth dimension when awareness is in the area of the mind named kalibasa. The breath is regulated from the inside out—nine counts in, holding one beat, and nine counts out, holding one beat. When you are aware within this particular area of the mind from the inside out, your breath will automatically be regulated. But to get into this area of the mind, called kalibasa, you can also regulate your breath from the outside in. So, it can be approached in either one of two ways.
The next portrait, vumtyeudi, is the vibration of the intellectual area of the mind. When we are in the area of the mind that is always thinking, aware of thought patterns, reason patterns, and memory patterns, this is called vumtyeudi. It is a fourth-dimensional area. Karehana is also within the fourth dimension. It names the “feel” of the physical body, the magnetic forces of the physical body, the instinctive nature of the physical body, and the emotional unit.
Nikashum is the wonderful practice of withdrawing the energies of awareness from vumtyeudi and karehana into their source, Nikashum. As we breathe in, kalibasa, we pull the energies back out of the physical body, out of the emotional, out of the intellectual, into the spine. Nikashum, the withdrawal of energies, is a third-dimensional picture. And when you are in that area of the third dimension, nikashum is what automatically happens.
kalibasa 7.05.38.39

1) Breath control, called pranayama in Sanskrit; 2) a diaphragmatic breathing practice; 3) the breath’s rhythm during nikashum—nine counts in, hold one count, nine counts out, hold one count; 4) the duration of the inhalation is the same duration as the exhalation; 5) counting should be on the heartbeat; but, to begin with, the counting does not have to be on the heartbeat, as this will naturally occur when kalibasa has been mastered; 6) the breathing should be done through the nose; 7) during the inhalation of nine counts, the diaphragm is pushed downwards and the stomach gently pushed out as the air is taken in; 8) during the exhalation of nine counts, the diaphragm comes up, and the stomach is gently pulled in as the air is released.
vumtyeudi 9.11.14.17

1) The current, blue in color, that flows upward, ending on the right side of the body; 2) called pingala in Sanskrit; 3) this current, masculine-aggressive in nature, is the intellectual-mental energy within the being; 4) the intellectual energy which causes one to think and to become aware of the intellectual mind; 5) vumtyeudi is one of the currents of simshumbisi».
karehana 7.10.12.15

1) The current, pink in color, that flows downward, ending on the left side of the body; 2) called ida in Sanskrit; 3) this current, feminine-passive in nature, is the physical-emotional energy within the being; 4) karehana is one of the currents of simshumbisi».
nikashum 6.07.18

1) The art of withdrawing the energy into the spine through the use of pranayama; 2) names the process of drawing the magnetic energy from the subtle nerve fibers (nadis), which surround the body, into the spine; 3) when a devotee enters meditation, the energy is drawn from the conscious mind into its subconscious; 4) then the energy of the subconscious is drawn into the subsuperconscious; 5) when this happens, the devotee becomes conscious in the inner states of mind.
Additional Resources
Merging with Śiva, Chapter 38: Powers of the Spine
8. Shum Perspective Meditation
Based on the August Mamsani
Sadhana Practice in English
See yourself as awareness flowing from one area of the inner mind to another, the mind itself being stationary. All areas of the inner mind always exist.
Move on to the next portion of the meditation by the command niimf» simvumkami, meaning to internalize our awareness so that it is experiencing the fourth dimension. This dimension relates to the four kamshumalinga rehmtyenali. Therefore, to experience the portraits within this dimension, look into the inner mind from the chest area.
Find the state of consciousness that is intensely aware in the present moment, having let go of concerns and thoughts about the past and future. Look upon this state of consciousness as always existing. All you need to do is move awareness into it.
In Shum
shumif
niimf»
simvumkami
bisi»
Quote from Gurudeva
These four major perspectives of the consciousness of human beings create their major inner mind styling. There is no relationship to ordinary life within these perspectives. Not one of them is a second or third-dimensional picture. These are four names that capture and categorize consciousness into four divisions. Saivism can well name all four. A fully developed Saivite should be able to experience at will each of these four perspectives, consciously live in two, three or more at the same time, as did the rishis of yore.
Supplementary Reading
Twelve Shum Meditations
Shum-Tyeif Meditation for the Mamsani of August




This is one of our most delightful mamsani, naming the four different focuses of consciousness. The intelligence within each one of these four can and has taken lifetimes to know, to memorize, to investigate, cognize, and expand the mind into the depths which are there to be explored. But imagine this month gaining a superconscious glimpse of all four of these perspectives at one time: 1) Shumif is the perspective of awareness flowing through the mind, the mind itself being unmoved. 2) The simnif perspective is its opposite; the mind is moving, and the intelligence of the person observing—such as a scientist looking through a microscope into the inner workings of matter—is stationary. 3) The mulif perspective is the way of words, the way of the scholars of philosophical intellect. 4) Its opposite is the dimfi perspective, which is just now coming into focus on this planet through the newly found abilities of being able to communicate with Mahadevas, devas, and beings of all kinds on other planets, such as the Pleiades, in this galaxy and beyond. Those in this perspective are not aware of being the center of all things, the shumif perspective. Nor are they aware of the world’s many philosophies, the mulif perspective. Nor are they much concerned about the nature of a drop of water, the simnif perspective. Their minds fly high in dimfi.
In the small illustration on page 56, the six little lines going out from the center to simnif, shumif, mulif, and dimfi represent the seven dimensions, for the circle in the middle represents the first dimension. The large curved lines as they relate to shumif and simnif indicate a continuing out into inner space endlessly. But in the curve of the lines as they relate to dimfi and mulif (if they were to continue around, they would make a closed-in circle), we can see the limited nature of these two areas of the mind. In these two perspectives, one can only go so far within until he is swung back into outer dimensions. Notice that in mulif and dimfi the second and third dimensions are much bigger and more pronounced than the sixth and seventh dimensions, whereas it’s just the opposite in shumif and simnif—the inner dimensions are more predominant.
In the mulif and dimfi perspectives, the dimensions start big and get smaller, because we are more in physical consciousness in these areas. The second is bigger than the third, because in the mulif and the dimfi perspectives the physical world is more real than the third dimension, and the third is more real than the fourth. In shumif and simnif we’re more in mind consciousness, devoid of physical consciousness and physical things. Therefore, we go on endlessly in the mind. Notice that in these two perspectives the seventh, sixth, and fifth dimensions are all much bigger than the second dimension. And, of course, we come right down to the first dimension, which is the same in shumif, mulif, simnif, and dimfi.
You will find, when you meditate on this mamsani, that the shumif and simnif are companion states of consciousness and inner awareness, as are the mulif and dimfi experiential perspectives of human consciousness and awareness.
These four major perspectives of the consciousness of human beings create their major inner mind styling. There is no relationship to ordinary life within these perspectives. Not one of them is a second- or third-dimensional picture. These are four names that capture and categorize consciousness into four divisions. Saivism can well name all four. A fully developed Saivite should be able to experience at will each of these four perspectives, consciously live in two, three, or more at the same time, as did the rishis of yore.
shumif 8.41

1) One of four perspectives, the meditative viewpoint of being awareness flowing from one area of the inner mind to another, the mind itself being stationary; 2) the perspective of the Shum-Tyeif language; 3) it is also simply called the Shum perspective; 4) in Saiva Siddhanta it includes the deeper meditative practices; 5) it is advaita, or a monistic viewpoint.
mulif 3.42

1) One of four perspectives, the philosophical viewpoint of understanding theological, metaphysical, and psychological concepts; 2) realization is often attained simply through understanding deep philosophical concepts, which would be an intellectual realization, not a spiritual one; 3) in Saiva Siddhanta it includes the intellectual study of Siddhanta philosophy; 4) it can be nondual, dual, or both, depending on the comprehensiveness of the philosophy.
simnif 8.43

1) One of four perspectives, the scientific viewpoint of looking into matter; 2) in this perspective, the mind is moving and the intelligence of the observer is stationary; 3) understanding comes through observing matter and achieving insights into its behavior; 4) in Saiva Siddhanta it includes the knowledge of hatha yoga, pranayamas, and the currents of the physical body; 5) it can be dual, nondual, or both, depending on the inclusiveness of the scientific theory.
dimfi 68.01

1) One of four perspectives, the metaphysical viewpoint of looking into inner and outer space; 2) it is a perspective that acknowledges, understands, and communicates with God and Gods, beings on the astral plane, people from other planets; 3) it is here that all psychic phenomena take place; 4) in Saiva Siddhanta it includes the consciousness of the devas, Mahadevas, and God Siva experienced in the temple; 5) it is dvaita, or a dualistic viewpoint.
Additional Vocabulary
In addition to the words in the mamsani, we will utilize the following Shum words in our meditation. Their definitions are:
bisi» 3.16.148

Eternal now. 1) Eternity of the moment felt in the middle of three days in the past and three in the future; 2) bisi» means “I am aware of the unreality of time and the eternity of the moment;” 3) have you noticed that any concern you might carry always bears upon the past or the future? 4) to dissolve any concern, therefore, all one has to do is guide awareness to the present; 5) living in the moment in the center of three days in the past and three days in the future is the spirit of bisi».
simvumkami 8.09.07.20

1) Dimension, fourth; subsuperconscious mind; 2) awareness cognizing the interrelated forces of the fifth, fourth, and third dimensions; 3) from this detachment we gain the ability to dissolve confusions, conflicts, and the various and varied entanglements that are encountered daily; 4) the realm of artistic creativity; 5) here is the resting place where we look in and up and out and down; 6) consciousness should never go lower but when soaring higher returns to the resting place within the fourth dimension; 7) this dimension relates to the kamshumalinga rehmtyenali; 8) to experience the portraits within this dimension, look at the world from the chest area.
Additional Resources
Merging with Śiva, Chapter 30: The Nature of Thought
9. Aum Simshumbisi» Meditation
Based on the September Mamsani
Sadhana Practice in English
After completing the preparation for meditation, move awareness into simshumbisi». Feel the actinic energy within the spine for a few minutes.
Aum can be chanted silently and cause the same vibration through the body. Do this in the way described by Gurudeva where we pronounce the AA so that it vibrates the solar plexus. The OO has to vibrate through the throat area, and the MM, the head. Silently chant aum for five to ten minutes in this way.
Again move awareness into simshumbisi» and feel the actinic energy within the spine for a few minutes. Ascertain if the actinic energy feels stronger after chanting aum than it did before.
In Shum
niimf>>
simshumbisi>>
aum
niimf>>
simshumbisi>>
Quote from Gurudeva
This simple practice of mentally chanting Aum many, many times followed by a period of meditation and self-reflection alone makes devotees strong enough to face the external world with enhanced willpower, true confidence and a heart filled with love, realizing that we are truly one world, one family.
Supplementary Reading
Twelve Shum Meditations
Shum-Tyeif Mamsani for the Month of September




The third mamsani begins with the portrait aum. It is one of the most powerful portraits in the universe. All tones together make the aum. Listen to the ocean and you hear the aum. Listen to all the noises of a city blended together and you hear the aum. Listen to all the tones of the physical body and you hear the aum. When we chant the mantra Aum, and do it correctly, we pronounce the AA so that it vibrates the physical body. The OO has to vibrate through the throat area, and the MM, the head. In doing this, we are deliberately moving awareness out of the muladhara and svadhishthana chakras, deliberately harmonizing all the forces of the instinct and physical body, and of the ida and the pingala currents. Chanting the AA and the OO and the MM brings the sushumna into power.
This leads us to the next portrait, a fifth-dimensional portrait, ausisium, which describes the rising of the primordial cosmic energy, kundalini. In most people, kundalini lies coiled like a serpent at the base of the spine. Through the practice of yoga, kundalini rises up the sushumna nadi through all seven chakras.
The flowing line is called “niimf»,” awareness traveling through dimensions into the seventh dimension, and beyond into im» kaif». When the kundalini rises into the realms of pure actinicity, the pineal gland and pituitary center are activated. When these two centers are activated simultaneously, the forces of both of them merge, bringing man into im» kaif». Therefore, the aggressive odic force merges with the passive odic force in perfect balance, and the actinodic power of the sushumna current comes into perfect balance, poised with the kundalini force.
This mamsani is very powerful. Work with it. Love it. Try to understand it. It’s one of the goals that you will eventually reach on the path. And we stay on the path as long as we strive. One never really goes off the path once one is on it, but one should never stop striving. A devotee can, however, stop trying. But we must never stop trying. We must never stop working with ourselves. And we must live in the good company of those who are on the path. The group helps the individual and the individual helps the group to sustain inner life. Note: In the mamsani illustration, im» kaif» and aum are written in stylized, artistic form, not the formal spelling.
aum 2.32

1) Aum (aa uu mm) for chanting; 2) inner sounds, chakra sounds, sounds of force centers—all sounds; 3) sounds of energies flowing.
ausisium» 2.14.16.16.32

1) Kundalini, ascending through all of the seven kamshumalinga.
niimf» 6.46.148

1) Awareness flowing through the mind, being singularly aware of one area and then another; 2) one of the many forms of awareness delineated in Shum; 3) represented in mamsani maa and mambashum maa by a flowing line between portraits; 4) pronounced niimf», often pronounced and written simply as nimf.
im» kaif» 1.02.148 07.41.148

1) Pure awareness aware only of itself, dissolving; 2) the intense state of kaif» when awareness withdraws all energies from all bodies into a peak experience; 3) kaif» eliminates itself, or the locus of awareness dissolves, as the superconscious being of man, lamf, returns to its source; this experience may be brief; 4) im» kaif» does not name what is found from the experience, it only names the entrance and what happens to kaif».
Additional Resources
Merging with Śiva, Lesson 262: Withdrawing Into Sushumna
10. Steps in Makyf Meditation
Based on the October Mamsani
Sadhana Practice in English
Reflect on and strive for new insights into the meaning of makyf»: the philosophy of the inner path of enlightenment found within the vocabulary and structure of the Shum language. Feel yourself going in and in and in, into the seventh-dimensional area of the mind called kaif», being aware of simply being aware. Strive to attain the state which comes after we experience prolonged periods of kaif» in which we only hear the nada, a high tone within the head which has the sound of “eee,” and we are totally aware of it with no distractions.
Sadhana Practice In Shum
mimm°
makyf»
kaif»
ii» kaif»
Quote from Gurudeva
The most intriguing area of consciousness found in Shum is kaif». Kaif» is awareness aware of itself. For those who have had an initial inner light experience, will find kaif» rather easy to attain. It is simply a deep state of consciousness where awareness is aware of itself. Now, when awareness can be aware of itself long enough, it sort of coils up into a little tight ball and begins to disappear. This is called im» kaif». When it finally disappears, the Self alone remains, or a vibration which is greater than the mind itself takes over awareness and blocks it out, so to speak. When man comes back from this experience of experiencing the total Self, everything within the mind is more understandable and he is locked in the perspective of looking at the world from the fourth dimension of the mind.
Supplementary Reading
Twelve Shum Meditations, Shum-Tyeif Meditation for the Mamsani of October




Here we have the straight path, the San Marga, which has been brought to Earth on the garden island of Kauai. San Marga, the straight path to God, has been named the San Marga Sanctuary. In this Sanctuary each one expresses his or her Truth as seen at that particular place on the Path of San Marga, the path to im» kaif», the realization of eternal Paraśiva. im» kaif» is not the name of the ultimate state. It names the eradication of the name which names the brink of the Absolute, of the ultimate state, because in the Shum language, im means “no.” im» kaif» means no awareness aware of itself, elimination of, the perpetuation of, and is the fulfillment of everything. The very nature of the construction of this most important word in the Shum language tells us that, “That which is Absolute Reality cannot bear a name.” im» kaif» is an intense state of ii» kaif», when awareness withdraws all energies from all bodies into a peak experience. Awareness’s elimination of itself. The experience of im» kaif» may be brief. im» kaif» is where time stops. im» kaif» does not name what is found from the experience. It only names the entrance and what happens to kaif». In the mamsani illustration, makyf», kaif», ii» kaif» and im» kaif» are in stylized, artistic form and do not reflect the formal spelling.
makyf 29.72.148

1) The philosophy of the inner path of enlightenment found within the vocabulary and structure of the Shum language; 2) Shum and Tyef delineate the inner path to the absolute reality, Paraśiva; 3) the collage makyf» opens the area of the mind that makes the Shum language easy to learn by drawing forth insights from the superconscious.
kaif» 7.41.148

1) Pure awareness aware only of itself; 2) feel yourself going in and in and in, into the seventh-dimensional area of the mind called kaif», being aware of simply being aware; 3) it only takes a moment to become aware of being aware, but to hold this state for any length of time, preparation has to be made.
ii» kaif» 1.01.148 07.41.148

1) A state between kaif» and im» kaif»; 2) when we only hear the nada, or “eee,” and we are totally aware of it with no distractions, this is called ii» kaif»; 3) the state of consciousness when only the nada is heard, and awareness is not conscious of another sound; 4) a high tone within the head that is often heard, which has the sound of “eee;” 5) this state comes after we experience prolonged periods of kaif».
im» kaif» 1.02.148 07.41.148

Pure awareness aware only of itself, dissolving; 2) the intense state of kaif» when awareness withdraws all energies from all bodies into a peak experience; 3) kaif» eliminates itself, or the locus of awareness dissolves, as the superconscious being of man, lamf, returns to its source; this experience may be brief; 4) im» kaif» does not name what is found from the experience, it only names the entrance and what happens to kaif».
Additional Vocabulary
In addition to the words in the mamsani, we will utilize the Shum word mimm°. Its definition is:
mimm° 21.02.140

1) search, look for, investigate; 2) innersearch, going within, going in and in; 3) this area of the mind is often used, as the desire to investigate is the cause of movement.
Additional Resources
Merging with Śiva, Lesson 263:An Exercise in Energy Balance; and Lesson 264: The High “eee” Sound
11. Parampara Nada Nadi Meditation
Based on the November Mamsani
Sadhana Practice in English
Visualize the energy in your satguru as being the same energy within you and experience a beautiful inner flow, spine-to-spine, between you and your guru.
Tune in to the vibration of the inner power of the line of gurus through listening to the nada nadi sound of the parampara.
Sadhana Practice in Shum
mingbasida
anamsinamniamnyam
Quote from Gurudeva
The sadhana marga leads us into the yoga pada quite naturally. But people don’t study yoga. They are not taught yoga. They are taught sadhana, and if they don’t perform it themselves—and no one can do it for them—they will never have a grip strong enough over their instinctive mind and intellectual mind to come onto the yoga marga, no matter how much they know about yoga. So, we don’t learn yoga. We mature into it. We don’t learn meditation. We awaken into it. You can teach meditation, you can teach yoga, but it’s all just words unless the individual is mature and awake on the inside.
Supplementary Reading
Twelve Shum Meditations, Shum-Tyeif Mamsani for the Month of November




Mingbasida, the first portrait of this month’s mamsani, means a beautiful inner flow, spine-to-spine, between you and your guru. In this way ukanuhshum will become easy, possible, and a lot of joy will be emitted from your accomplishments. Mingbasida—visualize the energy in your guru as being the same energy within you. If you can locate and identify with this basic life force between yourself and your guru, automatically and retroactively you will feel one with everyone in the universe, for it is the same energy which permeates all.
Ukanuhshum names an assignment given by your guru to help you on the path, a challenge to test your ability to direct awareness. Nabaluhtye means the constant working with ukanuhshum, working with yourself, striving inwardly, even when you don’t want to. Nabaluhtye is the name of this inner area within the fourth dimension of the mind, a subsuperconscious state in which you are working with the instinctive-intellectual areas of the mind in order to accomplish ukanuhshum on the path. Before a natye, a shishya, is allowed to go further, he must master ukanuhshum, working in and through the inner states of nabaluhtye and mingbasida.
There are eighteen established ukanuhshum maa», known as the kanif ukanuhshum. The first nine are the inglif ukanuhshum maa», all of which are contemplative arts. They are: 1) bimmuhu ukanuhshum, the art of fasting for religious purposes, purifying the physical body so that the inner bodies can vibrate and radiate through it; 2) shumlinuh ukanuhshum, practicing a contemplative craft or hobby; 3) banasana ukanuhshum, the hatha yoga art of exercising the physical body and tuning the nerve system; 4) anamsinamniamnyam ukanuhshum, maintaining contact with the inner power of the line of gurus; 5) the im» kaif» ukanuhshum, seeking the realization of the Self, God; 6) the Shum ukanuhshum, studying Shum daily as a religious practice; 7) the rehmnam ukanuhshum, actively participating in building a temple; 8) the amsadanuh ukanuhshum, adhering to a daily vigil, which includes shumnuhm, meditation; and 9) the lifkaii ukanuhshum, pursuing dance as a contemplative art, which can extend to gentle sports that employ the art of concentration, to the playing of music, and even, in a philosophical sense, to the inner ability to look at what one does not understand as the eternal divine dance of Lord Śiva Nataraja, known as sifah, lifka uu» kalif.
mingbasida 2.38.16.40

1) Harmony with one’s satguru; 2) a beautiful inner flow, spine-to-spine, between you and your guru; 3) visualize the energy in your satguru as being the same energy within you; 4) if you can locate and identify with this basic life force between yourself and your guru, automatically and retroactively you will feel one with everyone in the universe, for it is the same energy that permeates all.
nabaluhtye 5.38.102.11

1) Constant striving on the spiritual path; 2) striving consistently and urgently to perfect a balance of the vumtyeudi and karehana currents through hatha yoga, padmasana, pranayama, nikashum, and other ukanuhshum maa given by the satguru; 3) this pattern of constant striving is from the fourth dimension of the mind, pulling all the forces within; 4) this striving must be stimulated in the initial stages of unfoldment; one can lose consciousness of it, but it is an inner state that persists once niimf» has become it many times during the initial training.
niimf» 6.46.148

1) Awareness flowing through the mind, being singularly aware of one area and then another; 2) one of the many forms of awareness delineated in Shum; 3) represented in mamsani maa and mambashum maa by a flowing line between portraits; 4) pronounced niimf», often pronounced and written simply as nimf.
ukanuhshum 4.07.104.18

1) Order or direction; 2) spiritual yoga discipline, sadhana; 3) the state of causing a deliberate innovation to one’s consciousness by taking on a spiritual discipline; 4) this portrait means the taking on of, the name of, and performance of, discipline; 5) an assignment given by the guru to his shishya, the working through and final accomplishment of which helps the shishya arrive into a full control over the flow of awareness; 6) causing the student to employ all his faculties to accomplish sadhana.
Additional Vocabulary
In addition to the words in the mamsani, we will utilize the Shum word anamsinamniamnyam. Its definition is:
anamsinamniamnyam 2.35.16.35.06.28.56

1) Name for the nada nadi shakti of one’s satguru and that of the paramaguru; 2) the art of listening to the nada nadi sound of the parampara.
Additional Resources
Merging with Śiva, Lesson 264: The High “eee” Sound; Lesson 296: Controlling Odic Force Fields; and Lesson 297: Creating the Golden Yoke
12. Inner Quiet Meditation Sadhana
Based on the December Mamsani
Sadhana Practice in English
Find the place within yourself that is absolutely quiet. Go deep enough within that all of the forces of the mind can be seen and you are, like the hummingbird, totally quiet.
Sadhana Practice in Shum
anif
If you are performing this meditation more than once, then use the following version.
Sadhana Practice in English
Begin your meditation by finding the state of consciousness you attained in your last meditation on anif.
Find the place within yourself that is absolutely quiet. Go deep enough within that all of the forces of the mind can be seen and you are, like the hummingbird, totally quiet. Each time try to go deeper into anif in your current meditation than your previous one.
Sadhana Practice in Shum
naluf
anif
Quote from Gurudeva
Nalif is the holding of the inner vibration from one meditation to another. For instance, if you perform anif in the morning just as you awaken, it sets a vibration which you feel all through the day; and we strengthen that vibration when performing anif just before we go to sleep at night. This holding of the inner memory, so to speak, or inner vibration, from one anif period to another is called nalif. It is a challenge in itself, holding the inner awareness until our next meditation, all through the day, holding that inner thread so that we remain two-thirds within and only one-third in external consciousness.
Supplementary Reading
Twelve Shum Meditations
Shum-Tyeif Mamsani for the Month of December




Anif means to find that place inside yourself that is absolutely quiet. Anif is an area in which we are deep enough within that all of the forces of the mind can be seen, and we are, like the hummingbird, totally quiet. We look out from that place and see the forces equalizing themselves.
Nashumif is the perspective we hold while looking at the energy fields in and through things—looking at the inside of a tree, seeing how the energy comes up through the tree and finally causes a leaf to form. Nashumif is a state that you are in when you can see the ebb and flow of the eighteen predominant forces working within the mind consciousness. These forces are always trying to equalize themselves. Some are static, some are spinning, some are active, some are lifting others up. And this makes form as we see it in its various dimensions. We experience nashumif in the pull of forces between people who are close to us, and in the forces of nature, the full moon, the moon that’s waning, the noonday sun. The line flowing from nashumif to the next portrait means niimf». Niimf» is the flow of awareness from one area of the inner mind to another.
Nalif is the holding of the inner vibration from one meditation to another. For instance, if you perform anif in the morning just as you awaken, it sets a vibration which you feel all through the day; and we strengthen that vibration when performing anif just before we go to sleep at night. This holding of the inner memory, so to speak, or inner vibration, from one anif period to another is called nalif. It is a challenge in itself, holding the inner awareness until our next meditation, all through the day, holding that inner thread so that we remain two-thirds within and only one-third in external consciousness.
The very best time to meditate is as soon as you wake up in the morning; find anif. As soon as you go to bed at night, find anif. Then deliberately put the body into a state of sleep, which is putting awareness deep within the mind, which is into a state of meditation. How do you do that? Lay the body down, palms up, heels not touching, and go into the power of the spine. Feel the power of the spine, just like you do when you sit in meditation. You’ll feel your body relax. Concentrate the mind, concentrate awareness, right at the back of the neck, and the first thing you will know, it’s morning.
anif 2.43

The sublime vibration of a place or platform of worship, an altar outside or inside; 2) finding the place within yourself that is absolutely quiet; 3) in anif, we are deep enough within that all of the forces of the mind can be seen and we are, like the hummingbird, totally quiet; 4) from anif, we look out and see the forces equalizing themselves.
nashumif 5.18.41

1) Perspective, looking into the second dimension from the fourth, omitting the third, holding no mental or emotional association with what is observed; 2) the perspective to hold when looking at the energy fields in and through things; 3) from nashumif, we see the eighteen basic movements of nature, subsuperconsciously.
niimf» 6.46.148

1) Awareness flowing through the mind, being singularly aware of one area and then another; 2) one of the many forms of awareness delineated in Shum; 3) represented in mamsani maa and mambashum maa by a flowing line between portraits; 4) pronounced niimf», often pronounced and written simply as nimf.
nalif 5.42

1) Meditation, holding the vibration from one shumnuhm to another; 2) continuity between meditations; 3) after shumnuhm, or any type of meditation practice, pilgrimage or temple puja, a vibration fills one and remains with one long after; this vibration, or current, or sidisi, is called nalif; 4) nalif should be held from meditation to meditation or puja to puja; 5) it can be likened to a phrase in music, each time the nalif vibration wears thin, we should reconstruct that area through shumnuhm, puja or another meditation; 6) nalif is generally held within the vibration of the kalingkasim° kamshumalinga; 7) it is possible to go in consciousness into bivumbika, rehmtyenalî, tyemavumna or kamakadiisareh and not break the nalif, but getting into a detailed discussion or argument within rehnamtyevum, or being remorseful or reminiscing the past in akaiilisimbi, would break the nalif; 8) it would then, with some effort, have to be reestablished; 10) nalif is especially necessary to those yogi tapasvins who hope to advance in their raja yoga on the Saiva path.
Additional Resources
Living with Śiva, Lesson 117: To Realize the Spirit Within